Im less than nothing and holding my nerves
Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near
Designed to crush me a six year haze as the substance lets me down
Cause its not real and thats why
Its how I always want to feel so lets die before the secrets get revealed
Im falling over from scratches built through time
For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve and all I know are these scars
And its not real and thats why
Its how I always want to feel so lets die, before the secrets get revealed
Ive tried but nothing can ever appeal and if you dont mind Id like to throw it all away
Well Ive been down that road, the sober soldier
I doubt Ill make it home so get me away from here, before I fall apart
Cause its easy to do and it feels and it seems true
But its not real and thats why
Its how I always want to feel so lets die, before the secret gets revealed
Ive tried but nothing ever can appeal and if you dont mind Id like to throw it all away.
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